I’ve come to say a few things because Dimas decided to get off his ass to try and do shit but doing it in typical Dimas fashion.
Over the past eight months there’s alot of shit I regret doing, saying, and creating. Alot of it will never be forgiven between Ike, Qwerty, and most of the playerbase and staff. At the time, I thought I was doing something that was for the good of Beestation - and its clear it backfired and was never for the good. But it was in a way.
Wasp taught me alot about why Qwerty does the shit he does with PRs. The brash and irrational things I did were just that. They did, however, have a effect that was for the better for Beestation.
Believe it or not, I dragged a good chunk of shitters away from you and to Wasp. While wasp was barely sucessful at all, it showed me alot on why your administration does what it does. I currently label Wasp as a failure when we merged with Boomer. The merge did alot of good, too - Most of Wasp failed to merge with us, and thus majority of the shitters arn’t present on the server.
If I wasn’t headmin for Boomer, I’d offer to run for Headmin, or even Player Council again even if I wouldn’t ever win. I have my own shit to attend with between three or four severs currently, and I doubt I’d ever win regardless.
Through all the bullshit me and Dimas have probably said in the past hour - I honestly believe we want the best for you. This is sorry for being such a shithead in the past - I honestly hope I can make up for it someday. But every path to redemtion starts somewhere.
My spawn point was in the northeast section of maintenance, where all the dormitories are, and I am not a lizard. I work as an assistant for a Nanotrasen space station, and I get all access every shift by 5 minutes at the latest. I don’t drink, but I occasionally do meth.
I’m in maintenance within the first 20 seconds of round start, and make sure I get a toolbelt, no matter what. After baseball batting the neck out of anyone else trying to get them, I usually have no problems finding one. If I manage to fail at this, I immediately high five myself to death, freeing myself to search for another server. I was told to stop after my last bwoink.
I’m trying to explain here that I’m a player who wishes to lead a very robust lifestyle. I take the care to not trouble myself with any crew members that would cause me to lose time for my griefing, like command or security. That is how I deal with the station, and I know that is what brings me happiness. Although, if I were to fight, I wouldn’t lose to anyone.