A little over two weeks ago you were clocked on your third offense for something egregious enough to warrant an immediate permanent ban due to recurring not once but twice in recent history. You were also known for very poor RP and toxic lashing out in the distant past so this is not a new occurrence.
Two of us (myself and one other) vouched for having seen positive behavior and good roleplay potential out of you, while the rest of the team had only ever seen you play as an explorer that gets excessively salty when they die. You were given a chance to show this potential to the rest of the team when you should have been removed right away by normal standards.
In your second round after the ban you did a self-defense by welderbombing yourself and someone else.
After that initial bad turn, you spent multiple days of botanist blatantly complaining about your ban and how everything sucks in a barely IC way most of the time, hours spent sitting at a single plant trough, growing it, throwing it in the bin and growing it again. Anytime another player would approach you, you would either barely acknowledge them or blatantly tell them to go away and refuse to do anything with them. You ignored or brushed off even your other botanists, insisting you keep a normal blue tray while the rest were golden and refusing to do anything but grow and trash a single plant.
You did this for nearly 20 total hours of gameplay time.
While this was going on, multiple people expressed concern for your IRL wellbeing including myself reaching out as an admin to ask if you were okay, and then explaining why you didn’t seem okay because you were just sitting entirely stationary for hours. You proceeded to tell me you would move around more and spent the entire rest of that round pacing from one end of the station to the other while ignoring people who approached you. The very next round you went back to being entirely stationary at a botanist tray.
Then this bwoink happened:
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): Alright I’m gonna hop in now and put an end to this one way or another., I’ve tried getting other players to interact with you and you close the door at every opportunity and have repeatedly made barely IC statements across several rounds since the warning of impending QC ban.
RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): The purpose of your ban is to get you more involved with other players and show that you can handle an RP setting and interactions with other players. Are exploration PvE and solo projects the only things that brought you to Beestation?
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami)->RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman): No. My two most used roles on Yogstation were command and security In captaincy I had 200 hours and in Security I had 800 because I liked doing leadership and guidance roles. I was doing explorer because I’ve been nervous about how people took me doing those roles so I was going to ease in slowly before taking them as much as I did in Yogstation. That’s why I play.
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): Then you should get involved in projects with other players and stop telling them things like “I don’t care”. Quit playing a character that’s a depressive asshole that doesn’t interact with anybody while complaining about Centcom preventing you from having any jobs you like. You shouldn’t be job transferring into banned roles, but helping to build a ship is not a banned role.
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): Go play the game with other people instead of blocking all interactions. This will probably be the last time we reach out regarding this. The whole purpose of an RP setting is to work along with what others are doing instead of trying to keep yourself isolated from what’s going on.
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): I know you can do good interaction with others because I’ve seen it before, and I’m not the only admin that has. We spoke up to your better qualities when the discussion of the extreme outbursts was occurring - you’re making us look like fools frankly, or like we confused you for someone else.
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami)->RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman): I’m concerned I’m going to be banned since requirements you’ve asked for may be subjective to opinion not fact.
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): We are sharing all communications and observations right now. So far you’ve been observed completely shutting down all interaction for two days straight. You’re making it harder and harder to justify keeping you around.
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): Play the game, interact with other players, have a fun time. If you accidentally end up involved in a role that pushes on a boundary it’s fine as long as you aren’t explicitly taking command, security or are working on an isolated solo project that other players can’t participate in.
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami)->RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman): I must be pretty horrible if it’s hard to justify keeping me around.
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): Because of how extreme your outbursts are when you lose your cool, yes. It’s very harmful to keep that kind of toxicity around. Pointing out how good you are with other players when you aren’t losing your cool is why you have this chance - now go prove us right by interacting with other players as a normal character
This was two days into your ban, and you stopped playing botanist when this bwoink happened.
I also stopped being an active part of monitoring you here, but other admins would share their observations and what was going on, including several quotes along these lines:

When you first started out, you were doing much better than this, wording them in much more IC friendly ways:




These were fantastic ways to communicate IC that you’re not allowed/able to do some jobs.
There were a few rounds where you joined as a prisoner and showed that you were able to work it into a character in a way that wasn’t half-bad, but most of the time you just rolled assistant and did more or less the same thing you did as a botanist - stand mostly in one place by yourself, occasionally making sure other people left you entirely alone when they tried to interact.
During the nations event round your ticket with me was seen by other admins and your outburst at me during it was essentially the final straw, with your lack of improvement / good behavior having already been discussed in an admin meeting immediately beforehand.
Here is that ticket again for context:
ADMINPRIVATE: Ticket #9: Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): Sting Buzzing walked up and shot me without any RP. Isn’t this supposed to be a RP server? What the fuck?
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): Can you give me some examples of your RP that led to the conflict?
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami)->RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman):
- Sting Buzzing buzzes, “Ah.”
- Sting Buzzing buzzes,”Heya.”
- Mason Miami says, “Hey.”
- Sting Buzzing buzzes, “I was searching for you.”
- Sting Buzzing fires the compact combat shotgun (Wielded)
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): Yes, I can see he walked up to you, said some things and then unloaded, what I’m asking is about your RP so far prior to that - what have you been doing to RP?
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami)->RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman): I TRIED TO RP WITH HIM. I tried
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): Everything before you were shot by him is what I’m asking about - what RP have you done so far this round and with who
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami)->RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman): I will tell you if explain how that’s at all relevant to the ahelp right now.
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): In order for a player to be disrupting your roleplaying you first have to be roleplaying. So I’m asking what roleplaying you were doing that was disrupted.
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): So, what have you been doing so far in the round?
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami)->RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman): I don’t see the relevance, I’m sorry. You don’t attack people for ahelping and accuse them of not roleplaying. If you had a issue you should’ve pinged me.
ADMINPRIVATE: Ticket #9: Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): Unless.. Did you instruct that person to attack me because you thought I wasn’t roleplaying?
ADMINPRIVATE: Ticket #9: Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): Is that what YOU did?
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): I don’t have an issue with what you’re doing - This is a fairly loose round as it is. What I have issue with is that you are barely saying anything or engaging in RP, and then have the gall to complain that someone else is barely talking to you before punishing you for your own actions of *mostly silently* doing crime
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): There is no issue with your actions or theirs - they were sent to kill you, greeted you and then killed you. The reason they were sent to kill you has justification.
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami)->RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman): No one gives a shit to RP with me. They don’t care. They’re busy with their own thing and they dont fucking care
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami)->RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman): Fine
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): You are an assistant which is part of no nation, so your actions don’t need justification but that doesn’t mean you won’t face consequences for it.
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami)->RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman): There was no need to turn this into a wrestling match
ADMINPRIVATE: PM: RukoFamicom/(Norman Hyuman)->Aphielanisn/(Mason Miami): get out there and interact with people and you might have a case, otherwise expect to be shot silently for silent crimes
You had at that point an hour into the round, 20-something say logs and built a record of breaking and entering, causing unprompted general chaos. Perfectly fine actions as an assistant in the round and not that different from what the other two assistants were doing given they had no leader and were the primary source of conflicts.
But when your actions had consequences you immediately raged about how the other player wasn’t roleplaying to your standards as well as lashing out at me despite putting no effort into roleplaying yourself with anyone thus far.
The role ban was supposed to be permanent until appealed, with the earliest appeal being after two months. The ban was not supposed to automatically end after 60 days.
That out of the way, I no longer believe you are able to separate IC behavior, actions and emotions from OOC behavior actions and emotions because you were acting on your OOC feelings through IC means for almost the entire period since the ban was placed, with only a few isolated of instances showing otherwise. Your character is supposed to be separate from you as the player.
We are not allowed to leak admin chats or private discussions, so the only things I can really post here is my viewpoint and things I personally said, observed and did. Others may post, or the thread may be hidden or even deleted in the future but I hope at least my point of view sheds some light on why the decision to move forward with the permanent ban was made.