Hi, I was Zack Bell this shift. In hindsight I realise that my actions in this event were influenced by my frustration from all the shit that happened to us explorers . I will also admit that I was OOC angry at what had happened that round. We were abandoned by the station , kidnapped and then I was sold. I blew myself up after they were ready to hand me over to the heretic, not to kill the pirates or the heretic or my pirate turned exploration crew member but because it was the only thing I could do at all to get MY way . I wanted to screw their deal and get revenge for treating me like i was something to be sold and killed like cattle