Who do you fear the most

The Announcement voice.

Except intern, everyone loves the intern

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Fuck Intern.

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I fear obscurity. I fear that for all my efforts, my time on this Earth will amount to nothing; I will leave no impact, no meaningful impression. I will be forgotten forever. The more I try to leave something behind, the more terrifying the idea of failure becomes.

I mean this both on a macro and micro scale. Even as part of this community, I feel like I’m constantly fighting to mean something to someone. I’ve been a part of these forums for years, and a regular member of the server even longer. I try to give my input whenever I can, whether it be liking or commenting. I think you’re all wonderful people. I may never know who you are in reality, but I can picture you all vividly. You’re all interesting and eccentric in your own ways. Even years after I’m gone from these forums, I’ll remember you guys and all the stupid shit we’ve said.

But can you people say the same to me? I try to avoid meaningless shitposting; I want to make sure I express myself as deliberately as I can; to make sure I express myself in the way only I can. Both in game and in the forums, I try to carve myself out a niche only I can fill, through actions and roleplay. But what have my efforts brought me? “Literally who?”? Am I someone not worth remembering? Am I eternally second – or third? or fiftieth? – to this month’s obnoxious schizoposter? Is it even worth writing this down? How many people are going to read this? Nobody gives a shit.

Please tell me I mean something; that someone knows who I am besides some guy who posts on the forums. I don’t want to be a nobody.

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The Intern Announcer. I would certainly like to know where that anomaly is.

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You captured the similar feelings i recently have in this speech. Thank you for this. I felt like i was kinda alone with this.

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