Discord ID: Howluinb31153#1759
Admin Discord ID: Crossedfall#1001
Ban Length: Perma
Ban Date (MM/DD/YYYY): 12/05/2022 US time
Ban Reason: frequent problem causer, literally asked to be banned while not even playing here anymore.
Appeal Reason: I got upset at Crossed’s decision over a member’s mute/ban and proceeded to argue over a completely minor detail for an entire hour - one which, ultimately, didn’t matter & didn’t need to be brought up to a such a stupid degree, under the argument that “it’s fine to argue at such length since i’m in the channel made for arguing”
After bringing up an argument along the line of “well if he’s banned, i should be banned too”, Crossed replied that he’ll ban me too then, I said “ok”, got banned.
While my feelings on that specific debacle haven’t really changed (I still feel alex’s ban was too harsh), they’ve changed on how I decided to argue about it while trying to defend him - and it wasn’t the first time I’d go overboard on something ultimately trivial.
While I could play theatrics and go “woe is me i was going through tough times made me act up i swear bro” - I really was just hot-tempered+stubborn and, while not actively looking for fights, still taking rage-baits way too easily or joining into others’ fights despite my opinion on the matter being unnecessary. It wasn’t enjoyable to interact with me at all in these moments, and I’d myself turn a blind eye on it & ignore comments from others telling me to stop because I’d always see myself as being “justified”.
That ain’t the case. There’s just much better ways to argue about something without having to be a bitch and a massive pain in the ass to everyone around me. There are much healthier ways to interact with others when disagreeing, and stubbornly carrying on a discussion much past its expiration date solely out of a perceived “need” to be “right” is unironically fucking stupid behavior.
For which, I apologize, sincerely, and which I believe to have made actual progress at improving, bettering, whatever word is used-ing. And while i can’t promise to not disagree on the staff on a particular decision, i can promise to approach it and discuss it in ways that won’t either drag on forever, or make everyone frustrated like hell. IE - stop being a bitch.
Also, bee’s cool, i still play bee on and off, and the community is fun. When I wasn’t being an argumentative ass, It was a lot of fun, and I wanna come back there to shitpost & talk with the people there about w/e or ss13.
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